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TDM #2

TDM #2
DREAMING (new characters)
At first, there is nothing. You are nothing. Whatever existed before ceases to be if for a moment. Then, bit by bit, you start to become aware. Where there was not even darkness now is a dim haze, gentle and almost mist-like. You have limbs again and beneath your feet lays a path of light reaching out like limbs of a great tree beneath you, twisting and climbing out into the horizon.

You take a step forward for what else is there to do? As you walk you begin to remember what it was you were doing before the nothingness; maybe something as simple as chatting with a loved one or close friend. Maybe you were just beginning a great journey or facing off against an old foe. Whatever it was, you get the distinct feeling that wherever and whenever that was, it is not here. Not now.

The path of light twists off into different directions. When you look up you can see that it is not a sky above you but the sky of everything, a grand cosmic tapestry littered with not mere stars but galaxies and clusters of galaxies that gleam like crystals against the velvety backdrop of space. Admire it for a moment, if you will. You don't know how long you will drift here, but you are not alone. Other wanderers will come and go as you bask together in the vastness of creation.

It seems to you that there are two paths to walk in this place, the light and dark beckoning in turn.

THE LIGHT AT THE CENTER
One leads you to the center, splintered fragments folding together and colliding until only one thing remains: a light that speaks to you with the voice of all there is and has ever been. It greets you simultaneously as an old friend and as a lost child, both rejoicing in and mourning your arrival. You remember it too, somehow, with a feeling of complex nostalgia, as if returning to a place recalled from your distant childhood.

You’ll feel the same of the other wanderers that join you in the light; you know their faces, their voices, and as you reflect upon the world of your birth, you may witness fragments of theirs as well. You feel a comradery, then, a synchronicity of thought and emotion. Are the lives of others truly so different from your own? Or are you simply two hands of the same, greater being? Though some individualistic part of you may resist, the longer you spend in the light, the more you will find yourself becoming one with it.

Despite this welcoming call, no matter how eagerly your pursue its embrace, before you can fully submerge yourself in this oneness you will find yourself being torn away. As if seized by the impossibly long, cold arm of a creature unseen, you are plucked from the edge of fulfillment. The last thing you will remember is the sensation of your world, and all the others your experienced here, collapsing into nothingness.

THE DARK OUTSIDE (CW: deep despair, ego death)
The other leads towards the outside, where the splintering becomes so great that the vestiges of reality can do nothing but collapse back into the abyss at the end of everything. As you wander to these barren outskirts, your thoughts will not be drawn to familiarity and oneness, but instead to memories of discontent and waste. The darker the path becomes, the more you find yourself dwelling on life’s disappointments and injustices, of the things about yourself and your world you find wanting.

If you see others here, at first they will feel frightening or contemptible, as if representing to you the worst experiences in your life. Even if they are someone you’re certain you know, that familiarity and affection will be stripped away in the face of the great emptiness before you. In the end, you were all the same. In the end, none of this was worth it. If you approach the end together, you may even form a kind of kinship around this acknowledgment, as the need for paranoia and hatred fades.

Slowly, the darkness encroaches, and you can see it devouring all the things you once knew. Memories of your home, of those you loved, dissolve into nothing, and you can only reflect on the barren emptiness in your heart as you see it happen. In your final moments, though, you feel peace with it all, knowing that there was no other way. You step from the edge of the last dwindling fragment of being and are greeted by silence.

THE END
No matter which way you go, you are left with a single impression: you feel the world you came from die. It's a realization that transcends logic or sense; it weighs on your heart and leaves the vestiges of dark memories dancing in your thoughts like motes of ash. It's a memory of your home crumbling away into nothing as if consumed from within by rot. Returned to the void, all that's left to you is to be reborn.

REBIRTH (new characters)
In a new time and place, you awaken. Stirring within a capsule of warmth and isolation your senses will slowly return, only to observe that you are trapped. Your body, as it wakes, is tangled in close, yours eyes unable to open, as if still within the womb. You are held tight in the embrace of something unyielding, so smothering that at first you only have the strength to struggle for moments at a time. Yet, as you persist, the pressure begins to relent in turn; it may take hours, but eventually you will find the purchase to push, to claw, to fight, and it will all give way.

The chrysalis surrounding you bends like flesh and cracks like glass. It tears as you force your fingers through, finding liberation one inch at a time, until finally you have emerged. As if having undergone metamorphosis, you feel old and new all at once. You are weak, piteously so, but the markings and scars of your previous life remain. As you slump down upon the smooth cavern stone, you realize that you've just wrenched yourself free of gigantic crystal, though its hollow, shimmering form is now in pieces on account of your passing. Somewhere on your body, a shard of similar material remains embedded.

The cave itself looks almost like the inside of a geode, the walls and ceiling bedazzled with greyish crystal that shines with all the colors of the rainbow. While they vary wildly in size and shape, only a few have grown large enough to hold a form like yours, and you can see the one you just escaped isn't the only one bearing a passenger within. They may have already hatched, or they may still be lingering in stasis. Either way, there's enough time that you may have a chance to speak to yours unexpected peers, or to perhaps to struggle to find something to cover your naked body with. You feel the chill of the open air against your moisture laden skin, a distant light trickling in through the cavern's opening.

Make the most of this time. It won't be long before you're interrupted.

[Mod Note: If you don't want to deal with your character being naked in front of the others at that location, feel free to assume they emerge at a different time than the others of their legacy. Characters will be 'hatching' over a period of several hours.]

DREAMING (OLD CHARACTERS)
For those already in Horos, they will find themselves in the same dreamscape as the new arrivals, only, this time, it's familiar. You'll feel more cognizant of your surroundings as you reawaken in this psychedelic realm, more in control of your emotions. What's more, you recognize that light at the center and the darkness at the edge: it's the Pleroma and Kenoma respectively. The one you are attuned to will call our to your soul, and though you are technically free to wander as you please, the closer you get to the force of your opposite sect, the more it will grate against you spiritually. Pleroma attuned nearing the Kenoma will feel as if its presence is desperately trying to tear them apart, and Kenoma attuned nearing the Pleroma will feel as if its light is burning them from the inside out.

More importantly, you notice that entirely new souls are wandering here with faces you didn't see in the cavern. It gradually becomes clear that they are Aions in the same state you were prior to your rebirth, lost and wandering this stretch of the cosmos with no idea what's to come. Maybe this is your chance to ease the confusion of their arrival, or maybe you'd simply like to scope out what kind of people are on their way. It's also possible for you to run into Aions already in Horos, wandering just like you are. Unfortunately, things are a lot less neutral than they are the last time you shared this realm.

No matter what you do, eventually the cosmos above will begin to burn out, just as it did the first time you were here. As darkness swallows reality itself, you will wake with the visceral memory of your world corrupting and breaking apart.

SEARCHING (OLD CHARACTERS)
Soon after the dreams begin, it will become clear that the Aion NPCs of either sect are also aware of what's happening. For those in Achamoth and Greentruth, the imminent arrival of new Aions will become a matter of official discussion. All able Aions will be called upon for their aid, in whatever way they can offer. Getting to the shrines themselves will be easily accomplished via teleportation. What's would be more complicated is ferrying any new arrivals back to a secure location. Thankfully, it seems this is something both sects have already prepared for.

All characters will have the opportunity to acquire a 'returning stone'. In all cases, this will amount to an amulet made of the same shimmering material as the shrine monuments, though the stylization differs between the Pleroma and the Kenoma. While regular Aion teleportation can bring you to any of the shrines you know the sigil and location of, a returning stone is magically programmed to bring its wearer back to a specific destination to which it is attuned. Normally, these stones will only be able to store enough energy for one 'return' a month, but it turns out that the ambient power created by the shrines being active will temporarily super charge them. Though it's not guaranteed, this means they may generate enough energy to perform multiple returns for TDM purposes.

Spare returning stones will be issued to all Aions so that they can be used to bring back anyone they collect, as it's possible to bring someone alongside you if they are also wearing a returning stone. Where your stone leads will depend on your sect.

PLEROMA
Tehri will be the one to supply returning stones, based out of Greentruth. She will not travel to Godsblood to deliver returning stones to those that have not visited Greentruth, but it can be assumed that Greentruth's visitors can pass them along to anyone who has been staying in the city. The returning stones are apparently set to bring them to a secure location beneath the water of Godsblood's coast. From there, new arrivals will have to be allowed to rest and then brought up into the city when they're ready.

Greentruth is limited in its resources, but it will attempt to send troops to the Innocent, Seeker, Wanderer, and Firebrand shrines, all of which are close to the forest. Meanwhile, while no formal affiliation with the new Aions has been made, bands of guerilla fighters, most likely from Godsblood, will turn up at the Artisan and Sovereign shrines. Whether they have any affiliation with Greentruth will not be clear, but they do seem to have a beef against the Achamites. These reinforcements will struggle against powered Aions, but they might be able to delay any troops sent by Achamoth.

KENOMA
Xishen will be handing out returning stones to all Kenoma the day after the dreams begin. She'll explain how to use them, and state that the Regent expects for them to head to the shrines once they become fully active. The Kenoma will have whatever mundane weapons or supplies they need at their disposal for this mission, along with some modest Achamite reinforcements. She'll warn not to rely too heavily on them however; after all, only the Aions are able to quickly move between the shrines and at the Citadel. The Achamites will have to be deployed by river or by land, and mobilizing them will take time. They will feasible be able to reach all of the shrines to some degree or another, but will more easily populate the shrines of the Martyr, Celebrant, Lover, Champion, Visionary, Sovereign, and Firebrand.

The Hylicians will apparently not be helping this time around, as the capture and holding of the first batch of Aions was already a lengthy venture. Xishen herself says she will be travelling to the shrines, however, while another Aion named Dionys remains in Achamoth to 'keep watch'. All Kenoma Aions will be given a familiar vial of black sludge, and are instructed to feed it to any Aions they capture at the shrines. It will cause the same effects it did in the cavern, though it will resolve in a few days rather than a week.

RETURNED (ALL CHARACTERS)
New characters that are found a the shrines will be brought back to one of two lodestones, depending on which sect they are taken by. This will be accomplished by their escort putting a 'returning stone' around their neck that will enable them to be teleported to a secure area in their sect's territory. It is advised for your character to be taken by whichever sect you'd like them to end up in.

TO THE PLEROMA
In a dazzling flash of psychedelic light, you will find yourself brought to the Pleroma's lodestone: a monolithic rock set in the center of temple-like ruins. The entire cavern is hidden away beneath the ocean waves, just outside of Godsblood, and the ceiling itself is comprised of nothing but a barrier of water, as if held back from filling the space by some unknown force. The waters surrounding the lodestone are exactly body temperature, with swarms of tiny, violently iridescent fish darting through it. Crabs that look as if they're made of pure, clear crystal wander the sparkling, sandy shores.

There isn't much here in the way of accommodations, but it's comfortable enough that the new arrivals brought in by the Pleroma can take a moment to catch their breath. Some relatively plain but assorted new clothing will have been brought to the cavern to make sure they are actually clothed, as well as blankets and basic food items. It's a good time to ask your questions, or if you are an established Pleroma, to help out your freshly arrived peers. After all, their welcome at the shrine may have been a confusing one.

New arrivals will be permitted to leave the lodestone's temple when they are ready. Unfortunately, the only ways out of these place are through your choice of either swimming through pockets of water that eventually lead to the surface, or by spelunking through a series of tunnels to make your way the cliff faces near the city of Godsblood. More information about the city itself can be found on the setting page, though it would be preferable to keep TDM interactions to the lodestone area. As characters emerging from the shrines will start our as Untouched (more info about attunements here) they will not be permitted entry into Greentruth until they have attuned to Pleroma.

TO THE KENOMA
As your returning stone activates, you will feel yourself thrust into a suffocating void, only to emerge just as quickly somewhere else. The most pressing thing on the minds of anyone taken by the Kenoma will be the vial of pitch black sludge they are forced to drink, whether it is before or after their arrival. Maybe their 'escort' from the shrine gave it to them, or perhaps another Kenoma does soon after they arrive. If not, one of the Achamite cultists wandering around definitely will. Dedicated servants to the Regent's will as they are, they are not afraid to gang up on the vulnerable new arrivals and force it down their throats.

Once in your mouth, the potion will slither down your throat as if it's a living thing. The effect takes hold quickly: as this darkness creeps through your insides, it will embolden your darkest and most despair inducing emotions, plaguing your thoughts with the worst sorrows of your life. What's worst, it simultaneously seems to awaken some form of enhanced psychic empathy within you, both projecting your thoughts for others to hear, and allowing you to receive those of the others around you in kind. Black ooze will begin to seep from orifices, or the space around your shard. The effects of this contamination bring out your worst, and its recipients will be forced to live with these effects until they accept the force corrupting them into their souls.

This world is not good enough, a voice speaks to your through the Kenoma. This suffering you feel, the cruelty that has birthed this darkness in you... it is simply the rot that is consuming this existence. A better universe awaits, one forged by your own hand, and all you need do is first bring about this broken reality's end.

How long this goes on will depend on how long the characters is able to fight it. Acceptance of the Kenoma can come as quickly as immediately, if your character is inclined towards it, or it could be drawn out to take a few days. In the meantime, they will have to stay in the barren halls surrounding the Regent's lodestone, and will not be permitted to exit into the greater Citadel as the current Kenoma are. All that will immediately be offered to them down there are stone slabs that can be used as beds and formless white robes that reach down past their knees.

Of course, that doesn't mean the characters that are already of the Kenoma can't do something about that. If they desire it, they will be able to bring food or other supplies to those suffering with their Kenoma infections, and it will be equally within their power to try anything from bullying them into accepting to lovebombing them. Once a character accepts the Kenoma and attunes to it, they will be permitted to leave, but for the sake of the TDM interactions should be kept to the lodestone area.

QUESTIONS
Is this TDM canon?
Mostly! It's part of an in-game event. However, only threads with new players that app and are accepted will be considered game canon. Threads between old characters will all be canon, but threads involving new characters that don't apply or aren't accepted will either need to be tweaked to remove their involvement or made non-canon. New characters will also be able to decide TDM threads aren't canon if they end up changing directions.

Who can toplevel on this post?
Anyone, whether they are a new character or a current one. However, we do ask for current players to do their best to tag new characters. If you are bringing in a new character and want a current character to bring them into your sect of choice, post your request here! ICly, current characters are fighting to claim new arrivals, but it's up to the player of new characters where they ultimately end up going.

When is this TDM taking place chronologically?
The last few days of April. The shrines will be active and forming Aions during that time. The dreams will start around the 24th. All current Aions will be able to sense when it's time for the new arrivals to start emerging.

What are the shrines like?
Every shrine is comprised of the crystal-filled cavern character emerge inside and then the massive statue symbolizing the relevant Legacy built on top. More information about each shrine can be found in the "Aion Shrine" section of the setting page.

Are everyone's homeworlds really gone?
That's a complicated issue, and while the fate of their world is not without hope, they may certainly get the impression its been destroyed from the dream they had. Alternatively, they may refuse to believe what they felt and attempt to dismiss it as only a vision. More about this situation will be revealed as the game goes on.

Can I only experience one end of the dream sequence prompt?
New characters may experience one ending, both endings, or neither. If they experience both they will struggle to recall which came first or which feels the most 'true' to them, as both will simultaneously be the thought they are reborn with. If your character refuses to pursue either path they can simply linger in the middle until the infinite worlds above them start being extinguished one by one, eventually expelling them into darkness in a similar style to the light prompt. Which dreams they experience will not dictate their initial sect affiliation.

Is it possible to pull another character back from the end of the light or darkness dreams?
Yes! If your character is able to resist the pull of either end, they will have the chance to try to pull another character back from the edge of the abyss or the edge of oneness. Whether or not they succeed is entirely up to the other character, though.

Do you come out of the chrysalis wet?
For most intents and purposes it's the same experience as hatching out of a real butterfly chrysalis, so yes, a bit.

How does attunement to the Pleroma or Kenoma work for new characters?
More information about sect attunements can be read on their dedicated info page, but in summary: when new characters are brought to Horos, they will be in the state of being "Untouched" meaning they are not attuned to either sect. By the end of their first month in game it is expected they will either attune to Pleroma or Kenoma, though for those taken by the Kenoma's forces, the transition will be forced within the first few days. If taken in by the Pleroma, it may take then some time to attune to Pleroma, depending on the strength of their spirit, but it could also happen almost instantly if they are allowed to. How quickly it happens will depend on how strongly they align with the Pleroma's traits. Characters who have been taken by the Pleroma but that remain Untouched will not be allowed into Greentruth until their attunement to Pleroma is complete.

Can a character taken by one side end up attuning to the sect of the opposite one?
This is theoretically possible, yes: a person taken by the Kenoma could potentially resist the Kenoma's call, and someone taken by the Pleroma could end up falling to the Kenoma while staying with them. Generally, though, we recommend that you have your character be taken by whichever sect you want to end up in, as doing a switcheroo will cause narrative complications that might bog their introduction down in plotting that will need to be done with the mods. It can happen, but it is not to be done lightly!

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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-17 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"No."

It takes a moment to realize the rejection had come from his own mouth. Eleven blinks through a rush of nerves, but while he might not be anything akin to a strategist, even he can readily see how favorable such a thing would be for Kenoma, and how much more risk Pleroma would suffer for it.

He shifts a step forward. "That's asking for a lot of trust from someone I've heard has tortured and killed countless souls to get what he wants." That wasn't how he'd wanted to ask about it, but there was nothing for it now.

"I don't see that you have any reason to care for either of us." He turns a questioning look on Abel, hoping he'd agree. "A neutral location would better suit, until we're on better terms."
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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-17 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is that what you heard?" He questions rhetorically. Emet-Selch pauses and speaks with genuine sincerity on the matter. "Regardless of what you may have been told about intentions, my concern is for the wellbeing of us all. Pleroma and Kenoma alike." He glances between both of his acquaintances...

..and then lets out a laborious sigh. "...Fine." Everyone has to make this so difficult. "We can meet in a neutral location. Although if you insist on being so distrustful of my motives, any place I name will likely be accused of having a hidden strategic advantage. How would you two propose we solve this quandary?"
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-17 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
There is a lot to unpack here.

It's enough that Abel briefly flounders, a look of soft surprise soon mingling with consternation at the force behind Eleven's reply. While inviting Emet-Selch to Godsblood is out of the question, certainly... a safe route into Achamoth is something the priest has been hunting down ever since their arrival in the Valley. To be handed the object of his search wrapped in a neat little bow...

It isn't as though he's entirely without sense, however; rushing into any of this is ill-advised. He's briefly quiet through their exchange, before gently piping up.

"Wait. Please hold on a moment," he interjects, holding his hands aloft between his friends. "You're offering some kind of... ah, diplomatic meeting? In hopes of opening broader talks between us, or did you have something else in mind?"

And what precisely had he meant that some of them were not seeing eye-to-eye with the Regent? The gesture to the strange marking has not gone unnoticed, either.
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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-17 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, for the love of..." Emet-Selch puts a hand to his forehead and rubs the space between his eyes. "Is it so difficult to believe I would like to have a conversation with you?"

He lets his hand fall and elaborates. "I want to know the Pleroma's motives. I want to know what they want and why they want it so that I may better understand. I would rather be able to speak to them all individually as I am sure the reason varies from person to person, but it seems that option has been denied to me." Mistrust and all that. "Just as I want you to understand the Kenoma's motives. While we have a singular goal that does not mean we share the same reason for it." Perhaps if they could hear the motives of the Kenoma. See that their intentions were good, it could make them see why destruction is the best course of action.

Again, a risk, but it could yield more potential allies. Strengthen their ranks. Provide information.

"If you think the Kenoma can be 'saved' - as you so 'heroically' put it - this arrangement would be of value to you."
Edited 2022-04-17 21:47 (UTC)
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-17 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
He'd settled to hear Emet-Selch agree to a neutral location, musing on the idea himself and moved by the man's given reasoning. Eleven folded his arms, considering.

"I'm not worried about where you want to meet," he decides. "So long as it isn't too close to your city's borders." He doubts- or wants to believe- Emet-Selch hasn't had all that much time to plan for this. "One of the shrines?" He's not familiar enough with the geography of them to say where they are in relation, however. Hopefully Abel is.

Speaking of which, Eleven's eyes slide to his companion, the idea of diplomatic meetings in mind. "But I think it's a good idea to meet every so often- a few of us, a few Kenoma? Those of us that are interested in balance or peace.."
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-17 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Considering the conversation Eleven and Abel had shared with their allies before attending the shrines, the thought that not all of them would find this arrangement acceptable is near immediate. But that does not prevent Abel from hearing this through - nor seeing it to fruition. Estinien and those with viewpoints like him might not like it, but... that is a bridge to cross later.

His weight shifts slightly from one foot to the other as he absorbs this; a neutral location for talks between those seeking understanding isn't an unreasonable request at all. The possibility it is a trap is, obviously, one they must contend with - but Abel wants to believe in the other man's intentions.

"One of the shrines - one a safe distance from Achamoth would be a nice compromise," he agrees with Eleven. Right now, he'll withhold from making a suggestion as to which; such details can be worked out later once the broader picture comes into shape. "This isn't a bad idea at all, Emet-Selch. But... I can't help but wonder if this will endanger you with the Regent? We know very little about them, but I can't imagine one who feels as strongly as they do about their cause would appreciate, ah. Fraternizing with the 'enemy,' as it were. Is this not... risky, for you and yours?"

His eyes trail to the other man's hand, pointedly.
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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-19 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
The glance to his mark is noted and he makes no effort to hide it. It is held like a badge of honor to give further credibility to his story. "There is risk involved, yes." There is no denying that fact. "If you know that to be the case, then you understand what lengths I am willing to go."

That fact aside. "We shall coordinate in the future about which of the Shrines will be our location of choice. Until then, I will take my leave. I should not tarry for too long."
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-19 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Eleven tosses a frown to Emet-Selch. Was it really so much a risk to be there when so many of them were? Though he supposes more impulsive Pleroma could happen upon the Kenoma.

Still, he shifts in place, unable to quite let him go just yet- not when goodwill is all they have and it's tentative at best.

"..You aren't going to deny the crimes you've been accused of?"
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-19 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
That response, admittedly... has his heart sinking a little closer to his stomach.

It's entirely possible this is some kind of ruse, a guise. It could be an elaborate trap - or Emet-Selch could be sincere, genuine, and willing to put his standing on the line (a standing which may already be in jeopardy) for the sake of finding some middle ground. But if there is any truth to this...

Could they afford to decline? To come to some kind of peaceful arrangements, to prevent further bloodshed or needless loss on either side...

...Abel remains quiet, waiting to see the Kenoma's answer to Eleven's request.
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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-19 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
He makes the effort to turn and leave when the boy asks this last question. Emet-Selch glances over his shoulder. "My, aren't we eager to see me as a villain." He walks on and slips the teleportation pendant out into his palm. His voice turns sincere as he offers some amount of elaboration. "Regardless of what you have been told, I have done nothing that you have accused me of doing. Perhaps we may exchange further reasoning during our meetings in the future."

With that, he squeezes the pendant and disappears in a blooming cloud of darkness. There are other shrines - Other Kenoma - that need to be addressed.
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-19 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Eleven bares his teeth, taking a step forward-

-Only for Emet-Selch to disappear.

"I wasn't the one that accused you," he tells the empty air anyway, then turns sharply back toward Abel with a flash of aggravation.

"Twisting words like that."

Still, even through his distaste, he prays there might be some hope for the man they've agreed to speak further with.
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-19 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Emet-Selch disappears into the proverbial void, and Abel's posture lightly deflates as he and Eleven are left to themselves once again.

The priest's hand lightly falls to Eleven's shoulder to give a gentle comforting squeeze; small smile at his face attempting to offer some reassurances.

"Please don't let him get under your skin, alright? Even if he might enjoy being a bit contrary... I think that he approached us means he trusts our judgment. That, or he thinks we're incredibly gullible~! Either one is entirely possible, honestly."
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-19 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Eleven frowns, but the tension in his shoulders lax with Abel's encouragement. He breathes a sigh to release the rest of it.

"I want to believe he's interested in peace," he admits. "But there's so much that could go wrong.."

And there are surely plenty of other considerations he hasn't thought of.

"I don't want anyone getting hurt because of it."
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-19 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
The edges of Abel's smile smooth at that, and his grip at Eleven's shoulder tightens before he withdraws his hand to cast his gaze toward the shrine.

"No... neither do I. So we won't let that happen, alright? We can't let anyone walk into this haphazardly, ourselves included."

Thoroughly working out the best approach is the only option. Abel may be impulsive, and part of him no doubt wishes to charge on ahead toward anything that might give them the illusion of progress with their wayward friends. But...

"...Losing anyone is a cost I am unwilling to pay. We'll figure it out; I have faith, Eleven. In you, and them."
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-19 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Eleven nods, surprised that Abel's declared faith in him warms rather than chafes. He's found a measure of hope again, he thinks- for himself and others. Time was that he'd have taken Emet-Selch at his word, but the guilt from another experience of these very same stakes have eroded the naïve veil he'd worn before.

He half-turns in the direction Emet had vanished from, then shakes his head and finally moves back toward the shrine proper. "Would that the Kenoma had a better representative, but if he truly believes in balance, then we might be able to manage it."
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-20 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps it is folly, or perhaps it's Abel simply hoping to see things where they aren't - but the pain that man had expressed in the cavern... his wish to have his people, his world back again had seemed so heartbreakingly sincere. If the Regent had offered Emet-Selch a way to achieve those goals, perhaps it is no mystery why he is where he is.

And if what Estinien, what Miss Himeka had said was true - the lengths he might go to in order to secure that end should not be taken lightly, either.

It's a troublesome predicament. Even so, part of Abel believes Emet-Selch came in good will. Whether his faith is rewarded or not is left to be seen as he and Eleven begin their trek toward the shrine's entrance.

"Do you think that he's up to something? ...Well, up to something malicious, I mean? Do you think it's possible he was being sincere?"
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-20 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Eleven considers that in silence for a span of moments, mulling over the possibility, then growing swiftly frustrated with the quandary. He doesn't have Erik's shrewd ability to see past what people say and divine what they really mean. He doesn't have Sylvando's disarming charm to get to the heart of a matter. He doesn't have Veronica's fearless nature to confront people, Rab's long experience, or Hendrik's intimidating figure. What he does have is Serena's soft heart and Jade's sense of responsibility.

It doesn't feel like enough.

He gestures in a loose shrug, knowing now that he should have listened more when Rab and Erik tried to broaden his perspective from that of the simple village he'd left.

"He says he's seen light ruin worlds as I've seen darkness ruin mine," he says finally. "I think he really doesn't have any love for mortals. He doesn't seem interested in being purified of the Kenoma, but neither did he seem to agree with what happened in the caves.. I don't know what it is he wants here."
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-20 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Abel can see something complicated cross Eleven's expression, but he doesn't know the young man well enough to determine its source. As he offers some further insight into his perspective on Emet-Selch, the priest feels the nature of their situation growing more complex by the moment.

"...I don't know if I could say he has no love for them," he surmises after a brief hesitation. "But I think the pain of what he's lost has clouded his ability to judge all else."

Grief, loss, sorrow... rage. Yearning. Mourning. Lifetimes filled with it were more than enough to drive any man more than slightly mad. Emet-Selch was long-lived; to carry such a burden left... marks.

"If he thinks the Regent can give him back some hope of seeing what he's lost again, then-- he will be properly motivated to see it through. But, did you happen to see that mark on his hand?"
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-20 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Much as he dislikes the aching sympathy in his chest for a man that watched his world fall to ruin and suffered for it, it's still there.

The fingers of his left hand flex self-consciously.

"Something of it. Do you think it means he's the Regent's Chosen, too?" Goddess, but not even Mordegon had been marked in such a way-- that he knew of, anyway. Suppose it doesn't matter all that much now.

"Maybe we really can't trust him.."
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-20 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not so sure."

Abel is watching Eleven's hands, giving the other man a thoughtful look before continuing on. If Eleven has experience in markings - enchanted or otherwise, maybe he could have additional insight into this.

"He mentioned something... strange, didn't he? 'Not everyone sees eye-to-eye with the Regent,'" he muses, looking at the spot on Eleven's hand that had been marked for Emet-Selch. "It's possible they aren't working as... ah. Cohesively as the Regent might wish?"
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-20 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
A sigil marks the back of his left hand, dark against his natural skin-tone in the manner of a birthmark, but far too intricate and smoothly shaped to be anything other than deliberate.

Eleven's steps slow as they near the shrine. "So you think.. it was a punishment of some sort?"

That doesn't make a terrible amount of sense at first, given his own mark. Although on the worst of days, he considers it more burden than boon. But the longer he thinks about it, the more he supposes it could be. Still, unless it was an actual brand..

"But then why would he show it to us?" Which is a question he realizes could go either way.
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-20 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
The priest permits his pace to slow alongside his partner's, and while he knows they shouldn't linger long, here - this subject is a serious one, and they can spare it a bit of consideration.

"It's possible."

But...

"It's possible he wanted us to see it, to come to our own conclusions, too. Whether we draw that it was a mark of the Regent's ire, or favor... whether it feeds into our trust or suspicion of him - maybe that is as much a test as offering the chance at 'peace talks.'"
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-20 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Frustration crosses Eleven's face. He looses a sigh, shoulders slumping.

"I'm not good at this," he laments, pushing a hand up through his hair with a tight frown. "I don't know what to think. I just don't want to see this world fall to darkness."
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[personal profile] inutilis 2022-04-20 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Ah...

Seeing the dejection settling into Eleven's posture, Abel is quick to once more offer him something of an encouraging smile. "I think you're being a bit hard on yourself, Mr. Eleven. I can definitely understand your wish to do the right thing-- but... please keep in mind you aren't in this alone, alright? We have some very reliable allies to come back to."

To try and tackle such a feat alone-- it's not only a heavy burden but a foolish one; Abel knows Eleven knows that. Trying to take the responsibility for their success and failure is just as risky, if for different reasons. Eleven will crush himself under such a weight.

"We'll share it. It sounds a bit cliche, but-- please rely on us, okay?"
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[personal profile] bearshermark 2022-04-20 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
Eleven turns on Abel, staring up at him with a searching look. In mannerism, Abel reminds him strongly of Sylvando. They aren't the same of course, but the familiarity is comforting enough.

A new world and with it, new companions? Certainly, he'd needed them before. 'Sparks of light', Marina had called them. He prays they're all right, wherever they are.

Still, he can't deny that the battle in this world feels like a personal one- a second chance, of sorts.

"Yes," he agrees after a moment, eyes dropping. "I don't think only one light can fully combat the dark, after all."

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