Ruki Ciel is so good, and she's trying so hard in some of the worst ways she could possibly be trying hard, and that just makes her even better. Complicated and conflicted characters who bury feelings are just... /clenches fist AND CIEL is so good at hitting on all of that. I'm really glad that after current events COMPLETELY TANKED any chance of Ernesto and Ciel having positive CR (though very jazzed for their negative CR coming up), that I at least caved in wanting to dip my toes into the Kenoma water and brought over an idiot that Ciel is going to feel at least someone responsible for keeping from dying at first. Getting to rp off of and see many sides of her is so exciting for me!