[ A lot is about to happen for Atsumu in a very short amount of time. His life has already been turned on its head by coming here in the first place, but the suffering he’s about to experience is only really just in the infancy stage. While he might think that he can hold firm to his resolve and stubbornly fight his way out of whatever the hell this man just did to him, the truth is he isn’t as strong as he thinks he is.
It’s not a failing on his part, of course. It’s not a sign of weak willpower either, which isn’t something anyone would accuse Atsumu of having. No, the truth is without the kind of support that the original round of Aions here had, there’s almost no way at all to keep resisting the call of the Kenoma forever. Without people looking to prop you up and keep you from falling into your own misery, it’s going to overtake you eventually.
And once that happens? Once Atsumu is officially a Kenoma? Well, it’s not going to get any easier from there either.
Right now though things seem simple enough as he yells over his shoulder at Amos. ]
I don’t! Get the fuck away from me!
[ As he pathetically moves his failing body as far away from the man as possible.
Later he might want that help. Later he might need whatever help anyone is willing to offer him, especially after lashing out in such an unpleasant way at so many people.
But that’s a bridge for future Amos and Atsumu to cross. For now, the boy just wants as much distance between him and this man as is physically possible. ]
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It’s not a failing on his part, of course. It’s not a sign of weak willpower either, which isn’t something anyone would accuse Atsumu of having. No, the truth is without the kind of support that the original round of Aions here had, there’s almost no way at all to keep resisting the call of the Kenoma forever. Without people looking to prop you up and keep you from falling into your own misery, it’s going to overtake you eventually.
And once that happens? Once Atsumu is officially a Kenoma? Well, it’s not going to get any easier from there either.
Right now though things seem simple enough as he yells over his shoulder at Amos. ]
I don’t! Get the fuck away from me!
[ As he pathetically moves his failing body as far away from the man as possible.
Later he might want that help. Later he might need whatever help anyone is willing to offer him, especially after lashing out in such an unpleasant way at so many people.
But that’s a bridge for future Amos and Atsumu to cross. For now, the boy just wants as much distance between him and this man as is physically possible. ]