The way hearing that makes her even more angry, but also -- well, what would they? why would they go back? why would they do it all over again? she'd been hiding her face the entire time, but she finally looks up at dokja, eyes puffy and red and glaring]
Stupid. Why wouldn't we? What else were we gonna do?
[live happily and in peace??? no, sooyoung would never -- and she hadn't let the others live peacefully either, which is a thought she wants to avoid thinking -- she can stand here in front of dokja and think of all the ways she's failed, but she doesn't want to. she's so tired.
she could say 'because we love you' but she thinks of her other self writing her fingers down to the bone, writing a novel for dokja's happiness without ever asking if he'd wanted something like that, and she mentally recoils,
so instead of telling that THEY LOVE HIM, she rubs at her eyes,]
Anyway, it was Yoo Joonghyuk's idea in the first place. You're gonna have to ask him why.
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The way hearing that makes her even more angry, but also -- well, what would they? why would they go back? why would they do it all over again? she'd been hiding her face the entire time, but she finally looks up at dokja, eyes puffy and red and glaring]
Stupid. Why wouldn't we? What else were we gonna do?
[live happily and in peace??? no, sooyoung would never -- and she hadn't let the others live peacefully either, which is a thought she wants to avoid thinking -- she can stand here in front of dokja and think of all the ways she's failed, but she doesn't want to. she's so tired.
she could say 'because we love you' but she thinks of her other self writing her fingers down to the bone, writing a novel for dokja's happiness without ever asking if he'd wanted something like that, and she mentally recoils,
so instead of telling that THEY LOVE HIM, she rubs at her eyes,]
Anyway, it was Yoo Joonghyuk's idea in the first place. You're gonna have to ask him why.