[ Joonghyuk isn't as stupid, but as he utters that name sorrow blankets him. It tints the air, then saturates it. The sting of failure is overwhelming... Only a moment ago, he was holding onto him and now he's here. Was that also a dream? Would it be better if it was? Then maybe they could run the scenarios again. They can hope again and, this time, surely this time—they will be happy.
It will be different.
Why? Why is there a sense of emptiness when he thinks of home? It doesn't exist. No. He resists. With gritted teeth, he pushes onward. They can go into the light. ]
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[ Joonghyuk isn't as stupid, but as he utters that name sorrow blankets him. It tints the air, then saturates it. The sting of failure is overwhelming... Only a moment ago, he was holding onto him and now he's here. Was that also a dream? Would it be better if it was? Then maybe they could run the scenarios again. They can hope again and, this time, surely this time—they will be happy.
It will be different.
Why? Why is there a sense of emptiness when he thinks of home? It doesn't exist. No. He resists. With gritted teeth, he pushes onward. They can go into the light. ]
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