kaeya is armed with a basket full of necessities, because he knows how well this part of the experience went for him last time. he'd almost forgotten how it felt to have the kenoma in his system for the first time, all the ugly realities and emotions that it managed to dredge up to the surface, all for anyone within earshot to perceive. he hated it then, but now... a part of him can accept that it's necessary.
so when havoc reaches out to him, begging to be killed, he is immediately reminded of someone from his past. the girl asked for a swift death back then too, as if she couldn't bear the weight of her own guilt and sins, as if death was truly an escape. is it the same for this red-haired girl?
he looks down at her hand, but doesn't move to pry it off him for the time being. he only has one thing to ask: ]
03.
kaeya is armed with a basket full of necessities, because he knows how well this part of the experience went for him last time. he'd almost forgotten how it felt to have the kenoma in his system for the first time, all the ugly realities and emotions that it managed to dredge up to the surface, all for anyone within earshot to perceive. he hated it then, but now... a part of him can accept that it's necessary.
so when havoc reaches out to him, begging to be killed, he is immediately reminded of someone from his past. the girl asked for a swift death back then too, as if she couldn't bear the weight of her own guilt and sins, as if death was truly an escape. is it the same for this red-haired girl?
he looks down at her hand, but doesn't move to pry it off him for the time being. he only has one thing to ask: ]
Why?