[ ah, no, dextera doesn’t want to be praised for that. his violent impulses are his own, but he would prefer to believe them the product of circumstances instead of some inexorable facet of his personality. his brow furrows. ]
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[ more importantly, he wonders what type of person would notice that they were about to be strangled and be happy about it. even the people who have craved it in the past just seemed to be desperate, not intrigued, and dextera also followed through thoroughly enough that he could never get their reaction in the end anyway. picking at his nails, he hurriedly shakes his head. he’ll apologize, try to, as if that will make makoto realize that dextera has done something bad. ]
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[ more importantly, he wonders what type of person would notice that they were about to be strangled and be happy about it. even the people who have craved it in the past just seemed to be desperate, not intrigued, and dextera also followed through thoroughly enough that he could never get their reaction in the end anyway. picking at his nails, he hurriedly shakes his head. he’ll apologize, try to, as if that will make makoto realize that dextera has done something bad. ]
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