Right? [ The word has a melodious sound to it as he agrees with her. If he was his old self, he would have been on his knees screaming and crying over what was lost. No matter how weak he was, he would beat his fists into the ground until they were bloodied and raw.
But that was the old him. The new him burned all of those emotions away to nothing. It left only a peaceful sense of emptiness behind.
That is what happens to a man that was betrayed so thoroughly. His world was already destroyed once; he felt the loss of something dear without witnessing it with his own eyes and yet still knew it was gone forever. ]
But also, I guess, the answer is... there's no point to hold it all in. Who will blame you? Who will scold you? Who will denounce you if you make a scene now?
[ No one. Or rather, no one should. ]
I was hoping to see an answer. A reason. You -- [ His gaze had become unfocused but focuses on her face. ] Could it be that you're also looking for it? A reason for why you're still alive?
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But that was the old him. The new him burned all of those emotions away to nothing. It left only a peaceful sense of emptiness behind.
That is what happens to a man that was betrayed so thoroughly. His world was already destroyed once; he felt the loss of something dear without witnessing it with his own eyes and yet still knew it was gone forever. ]
But also, I guess, the answer is... there's no point to hold it all in. Who will blame you? Who will scold you? Who will denounce you if you make a scene now?
[ No one. Or rather, no one should. ]
I was hoping to see an answer. A reason. You -- [ His gaze had become unfocused but focuses on her face. ] Could it be that you're also looking for it? A reason for why you're still alive?