If you didn't need it, then you wouldn't be trying so hard to convince me.
[Joonghyuk has always been unkind in that he refused to compromise. Even if he knew that the other wanted him to accept such flimsy and brittle words.]
So it's alright for you to act like you know everything about me? How was I ever supposed to learn anything about you when all you had done was avoid ever talking about yourself? Do you-
[He grits his teeth. He's angry, but there's something unbearably soft in his gaze too. That despite Dokja's guilt and ugly feelings about himself, the protagonist of his beloved story has considered him someone important.] Do you think I wait just for anyone?
You're a fool. A self sacrificing idiot who has put all of us before himself over and over again. You use your life like it's just another way to get through the scenarios. [Dokja was always the one he couldn't protect. Couldn't save. They were the one always saving him. He couldn't save them against the Disaster of Floods. He even had to kill the other during the Dark Castle. And then he woke up to the man gone as though they never existed. Or at least that would be the case if the scars on the hearts of everyone who had grown to care for him wasn't so painful.] It's always been you who had purposely left out details and never revealed anything to us. [And yet, they all had accepted it hadn't they?]
If this is what you want then I'll leave you alone for now on.
[After all, he had always been used to ending up alone.]
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If you didn't need it, then you wouldn't be trying so hard to convince me.
[Joonghyuk has always been unkind in that he refused to compromise. Even if he knew that the other wanted him to accept such flimsy and brittle words.]
So it's alright for you to act like you know everything about me? How was I ever supposed to learn anything about you when all you had done was avoid ever talking about yourself? Do you-
[He grits his teeth. He's angry, but there's something unbearably soft in his gaze too. That despite Dokja's guilt and ugly feelings about himself, the protagonist of his beloved story has considered him someone important.] Do you think I wait just for anyone?
You're a fool. A self sacrificing idiot who has put all of us before himself over and over again. You use your life like it's just another way to get through the scenarios. [Dokja was always the one he couldn't protect. Couldn't save. They were the one always saving him. He couldn't save them against the Disaster of Floods. He even had to kill the other during the Dark Castle. And then he woke up to the man gone as though they never existed. Or at least that would be the case if the scars on the hearts of everyone who had grown to care for him wasn't so painful.] It's always been you who had purposely left out details and never revealed anything to us. [And yet, they all had accepted it hadn't they?]
If this is what you want then I'll leave you alone for now on.
[After all, he had always been used to ending up alone.]