[ Despair had morphed into an ugly frustration, and now that Joonghyuk continues backing him into a corner, his frustration sharply veers into anger. The logic the other man throws back at him is sound, but there's no give on Dokja's end. ]
Then don't believe me, [ he snaps as he pushes himself to his feet. ] Who says that I need you to?
[ His entire being, that's who. He's desperate for Joonghyuk to buy into this pathetic lie. It's so much better than the truth. ]
I am a fool. I am an idiot. Really think about it, how much do you know about me anyway?
[ If this is the Yoo Joonghyuk from before Dokja had returned from the 1863rd round, then he doesn't know about Ways of Survival... And he certainly doesn't know about the hand Kim Dokja had played in everything, the very reason why guilt sits so heavily upon his heart. The discoveries that they had made...
Dokja will bear them alone. ]
Don't act like you know me. You don't know anything about me.
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Then don't believe me, [ he snaps as he pushes himself to his feet. ] Who says that I need you to?
[ His entire being, that's who. He's desperate for Joonghyuk to buy into this pathetic lie. It's so much better than the truth. ]
I am a fool. I am an idiot. Really think about it, how much do you know about me anyway?
[ If this is the Yoo Joonghyuk from before Dokja had returned from the 1863rd round, then he doesn't know about Ways of Survival... And he certainly doesn't know about the hand Kim Dokja had played in everything, the very reason why guilt sits so heavily upon his heart. The discoveries that they had made...
Dokja will bear them alone. ]
Don't act like you know me. You don't know anything about me.