[ No, this certainly isn't the man that the former regressor knows. This is a broken thing, unmade by the crushing weight of guilt and shame. He can't even allow himself to look at Joonghyuk because what right does he have?
Maybe if he weren't wallowing in self-pity and despair, he could take longer than a mere moment to wonder why Joonghyuk is so upset. Did he get into a fight with the other Dokja? He hopes so. He hopes they bicker in the same way they once had. Hopes that the arguments are over the stupidest, most insignificant things.
While this Dokja suffocates in his hatred of himself. ]
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Maybe if he weren't wallowing in self-pity and despair, he could take longer than a mere moment to wonder why Joonghyuk is so upset. Did he get into a fight with the other Dokja? He hopes so. He hopes they bicker in the same way they once had. Hopes that the arguments are over the stupidest, most insignificant things.
While this Dokja suffocates in his hatred of himself. ]
I just didn't want to see your face.
[ It lacks the strength it would have once had. ]