He was supposed to be using this time to plot out an escape, but instead, he's seated away from the others on the ground with his back against one of the stone ruins. His gaze is unfocused, whole demeanor despondent as he stares at nothing in particular. Seeing Joonghyuk here had pushed him off-kilter and uncentered his very core.
His head lolls down, bangs draping over his eyes as he stares at his fingers. Intact. They should have disappeared. Dokja should have disappeared. The way he had wanted to on that subway. He's a meaningless existence... No, even a meaningless existence would be better than what he is.
It was only a matter of time before Joonghyuk found him again. The dread building inside of him only grows deeper and darker with every anxious thought that unfolds in his mind. He has nowhere to run. ]
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He was supposed to be using this time to plot out an escape, but instead, he's seated away from the others on the ground with his back against one of the stone ruins. His gaze is unfocused, whole demeanor despondent as he stares at nothing in particular. Seeing Joonghyuk here had pushed him off-kilter and uncentered his very core.
His head lolls down, bangs draping over his eyes as he stares at his fingers. Intact. They should have disappeared. Dokja should have disappeared. The way he had wanted to on that subway. He's a meaningless existence... No, even a meaningless existence would be better than what he is.
It was only a matter of time before Joonghyuk found him again. The dread building inside of him only grows deeper and darker with every anxious thought that unfolds in his mind. He has nowhere to run. ]